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  1. Comment on What are you working through? in ~life

  2. Comment on Breakthrough antibody discovery targets Epstein-Barr virus, which infects 95% of the world’s population in ~health

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    Ironically Bundy is used as a shortening of Bundaberg (Rum) here in Aus. Leads to some.. interesting convos with americans sometimes.

    Ironically Bundy is used as a shortening of Bundaberg (Rum) here in Aus.
    Leads to some.. interesting convos with americans sometimes.

    1 vote

  3. Comment on What are you working through? in ~life

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    Thanks mate. Do I know you from Discuit or is my memory just failing?

    Thanks mate.
    Do I know you from Discuit or is my memory just failing?

    2 votes

  4. Comment on What are you working through? in ~life

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    I'm fairly close to dead inside most of the time, and just put on a bit of a facade that I'm not. I'm not depressed, I'm not suicidal anymore, and my life isn't really... horrible? Currently at...

    I'm fairly close to dead inside most of the time, and just put on a bit of a facade that I'm not.
    I'm not depressed, I'm not suicidal anymore, and my life isn't really... horrible?
    Currently at school, I get treated pretty shittily by some of the biggest dropkicks possible. I'm fairly visibly gay and a lot of people know because mid last year me was harassed about what my sexuality was by a fairly irritating classmate and then outed. Oh well. I quit smoking last month, I still catch myself putting a pen to my mouth because of the muscle memory.. Not a permanent quit either, I'm definitely going back at some point as a coping mechanism. Someone I knew as a decent friend a few hours away had things on their phone he shouldn't have had. Disgusting fucking things. I know one of the cops investigating, and it feels so wrong knowing I have to watch as his life will be completely replaced and changed in the next few months when they nab him. I'll definitely need a durry (cigarette) then. I don't mind smoking again and stopping my quit streak. The thing is, at the end of the day, I don't process addiction right due to how I'm wired (ASD+ADHD) and the fact that, again, I'm dead inside a lot of the time. My partner is probably losing interest in me, but I don't mind. I'll miss him and be sad, but at the end of the day that's his choice. When or if that comes I'll probably just have one last hug and push onwards. He knows he can still call me even if we break up and I say never call me again, if he struggles with self harm or suicidal ideation. I've stopped 4 people from doing that kind of thing, I'll do it again. I care about him a lot, and the people that deadname him and harass both of us are the kind of people who make me wish we'd stop letting absolutely any fucking dropkick have 18 kids. It's insane how bad this generation will be at socialisation because there will be borderline nobody between each side of the spectrum between 'anti-social neet' and 'hypersocial bogan'. God I am not excited for that. Millenials are probably the last generation that will ever be able to socialise with some hope. I'm excited for this weekend, I'll get fucked up as usual, then on Saturday see my mate for a bit. Beautiful.

    EDIT:

    Back fighting the good fight that is trying to avoid putting a pen through the neck of my classmates for deadnaming my partner. Little cunt threatened to dropkick me. Lol.

    3 votes

  5. Comment on What are you working through? in ~life

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    Can't blame you on the chat groups. I'm a young person, some of the chronically online fuckwits there on Discord are horrible. I've had discord mods try to call me about a game server while I was...

    Can't blame you on the chat groups.
    I'm a young person, some of the chronically online fuckwits there on Discord are horrible.
    I've had discord mods try to call me about a game server while I was at the beach. They're attention seekers with no real life usually.
    Fuck I miss when the internet wasn't a full time job for some clowns.

    1 vote

  6. Comment on What have you been eating, drinking, and cooking? in ~food

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    Slamming daily 500ml Solo Energy's. Fishermans Friend mint packs daily. Amazing.

    Slamming daily 500ml Solo Energy's.
    Fishermans Friend mint packs daily.
    Amazing.

    1 vote

  7. Comment on Z-Library helps students to overcome academic poverty, study finds in ~life

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    As a user, I love it. It's an amazing site.

    As a user, I love it.
    It's an amazing site.

    6 votes

  8. Comment on What games have you been playing, and what's your opinion on them? in ~games

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    Bought a PSVita, hoping to play a bit on it.

    Bought a PSVita, hoping to play a bit on it.

    3 votes

  9. Comment on <deleted topic> in ~tildes

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    I definitely noticed that but at the same time, as many other have said, I think that is kinda by design on tildes.

    I definitely noticed that but at the same time, as many other have said, I think that is kinda by design on tildes.

    4 votes

  10. Comment on What games have you been playing, and what's your opinion on them? in ~games

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    I got into some gameboy stuff recently. Super Mario Land is genuinely pretty good.

    I got into some gameboy stuff recently. Super Mario Land is genuinely pretty good.

    2 votes