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    I'm not doing well. I only came out as trans a few months ago so everything is new and frustrating. I've been doing everything besides starting estrogen. Voice training, facial hair removal, new...

    I'm not doing well. I only came out as trans a few months ago so everything is new and frustrating. I've been doing everything besides starting estrogen. Voice training, facial hair removal, new name, etc. My appointment with an endocrinologist is coming up which is exciting but I'm getting more and more anxious about it as it gets closer. On days where I'm not dysphoric I start doubting myself if I'm really trans or just a femboy. All of the changes on estrogen sound appealing to me so why am I doubting myself so much?

    I've neglected my voice training because I'm just too depressed to do it. I have no motivation to do it even though it's my biggest barrier from passing. Hoping my HRT will help with my dysphoria induced depression because this is genuinely awful right now.

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