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Comment on Feeling weird about my career with respect to AI in ~life
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Comment on Is anyone here in or familiar with Tokyo? Going on a trip and have zero idea what to do as a non-tourist... in ~travel
RobertJohnson (edited )LinkJust got back from Japan. Spent 5 days in Tokyo. First of all, don't sweat what people do and don't put on lists. Many awesome experiences are on peoples list and they're filled with tourists....Just got back from Japan. Spent 5 days in Tokyo.
First of all, don't sweat what people do and don't put on lists. Many awesome experiences are on peoples list and they're filled with tourists. Some of them are still worth doing though, like Team Labs.
We stayed in Asakusabashi at a hotel called ICI Hotel. We liked it. Near the Asakusa line. Close to Akihabara and Sensoji. You can even visit Sensoji in the morning/evening to dodge some of the crowds.
In terms of specific things to do, japan guide has some good itineraries. Here is one for Asakusa if you decide to stay in Asakusabashi. You're going to be there during sumo time which I am very envious of. Maybe see some sumo. There are many nice museums including the Tokyo museum. There are also some interesting day trips you can do if you're willing to leave Tokyo.
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Comment on What are your favorite low cost main dishes/meals? in ~food
RobertJohnson (edited )LinkSlow cooked Shoyu Chicken Take 2-4 lbs chicken, throw it in slow cooker. Make Sauce 1 cup soy sauce 1/4th cup sugar 1/4th cup brown sugar 2 cloves garlic Minced ginger, at least 1tsp but I do more...Slow cooked Shoyu Chicken
- Take 2-4 lbs chicken, throw it in slow cooker.
Make Sauce
- 1 cup soy sauce
- 1/4th cup sugar
- 1/4th cup brown sugar
- 2 cloves garlic
- Minced ginger, at least 1tsp but I do more
- Star of anise
- 1/2 cup water
Stir it up. Add sauce to slow cooker. Cook 5ish hrs on low. Your time might vary. I don't think it matters that much tbh. I usually set it and eat it when I feel like it.
Thicken sauce
Mix 2 tbsp cornstarch, 2 tbsp water.
Take 1/2 cup of sauce out, add corn starch mixture, stir, put it back in the slow cooker. Let cook for ~30 minutes longer.Make rice on the side using a rice cooker. Optionally steam some broccoli if you want a green. Throw it all in a bowl. Dead easy and delicious.
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Comment on How are you different than you were ten years ago? in ~talk
RobertJohnson Link ParentPerhaps people are not bad, but easily persuaded into being bad then, eh?Perhaps people are not bad, but easily persuaded into being bad then, eh?
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Comment on How are you different than you were ten years ago? in ~talk
RobertJohnson Link ParentI feel the same way except even less optimistic than you. It's nice to know that others share these feelings. It really hurts to have your faith in humanity ripped away from you and once its gone,...I was also a lot more optimistic about humanity back then too, but the pandemic and the overall attitude of the political regression in the time period forced a big shift in my perspective. I still feel that there is a lots of good in people, but I'm less optimistic that some people can change.
I feel the same way except even less optimistic than you. It's nice to know that others share these feelings. It really hurts to have your faith in humanity ripped away from you and once its gone, I don't think that it comes back.
Plus - I'm doing my dream job now that I was wanting to do ten years ago!
Thank you for sharing some positivity. Very happy for you.
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Comment on How are you different than you were ten years ago? in ~talk
RobertJohnson (edited )LinkTen years ago my life was worse in virtually every way. I was broke, depressed, underweight, and on the verge of homelessness. I had just ran away from my home to escape an abusive situation....Ten years ago my life was worse in virtually every way. I was broke, depressed, underweight, and on the verge of homelessness. I had just ran away from my home to escape an abusive situation. Things have improved a lot since then but in a weird way, I had more hope back then. I guess when you're at the bottom, it feels like you can only go up and when you're at the top, it feels like you can only go down. Since I've seen the bottom, I know all to well how painful life can be. On the other hand, having experienced the "good" life, I find pleasure to be not nearly so pleasant as I expected.
My issue with hope is bigger than my individual situation though. I used to believe that most people were good. I thought that the world was destined to improve. I assumed that society would be more educated than ever and thus, we would grow and advance.
I don't believe any of this anymore.
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Comment on What do you need to vent about? in ~talk
RobertJohnson (edited )Link ParentYou caught me. This is the first time I've said that to anyone. I haven't even told my parents. I think I've decided that I want out. Actually getting out is harder than I expected.You caught me. This is the first time I've said that to anyone. I haven't even told my parents. I think I've decided that I want out. Actually getting out is harder than I expected.
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Comment on What do you need to vent about? in ~talk
RobertJohnson LinkAbout a year or so ago I took a massive gamble with my career and started doing something that is fairly risky. I would prefer to keep it vague, but I basically straight up gambled and I am...About a year or so ago I took a massive gamble with my career and started doing something that is fairly risky. I would prefer to keep it vague, but I basically straight up gambled and I am continuing to gamble every day. The risk is not incredibly high, but the work I am doing now, I could lose at any time. I am essentially pre-fired and I know that.
The money from this decision has been great. It is potentially setting my family and I up for a great future. There is just one problem, I'm incredibly overwhelmed and I don't know how long I can keep doing this. It's really taking a toll on my mental health. I'm big time burnt out but I can't walk away from the money. Even worse though, it is not clear to me that walking away from this is the solution. I know that if I traded what I'm doing now for something easier, I would still feel burnt out. I would still feel depressed. I would still feel frustrated with the world. I would be all of these things but I'd also be worse off financially. I guess I'd rather suffer in the short term to be financially stable and potentially retire earlier. I just don't see any escape from this feeling. I really don't think that changing what I do would make me feel any better. This position is only temporary and I will likely never find something like this again. I should be grateful for this opportunity, and I am, but I also feel like shit every day.
Short of me winning the lottery, I don't think there is any escape for me from these feelings. Even then, I am not so certain. I am reminded of a quote by Schopenhauer which I feel describes life accurately.
In a world where all is unstable, and nought can endure, but is swept onwards at once in the hurrying whirlpool of change; where a man, if he is to keep erect at all, must always be advancing and moving, like an acrobat on a rope—in such a world, happiness in inconceivable. How can it dwell where, as Plato says, continual Becoming and never Being is the sole form of existence? In the first place, a man never is happy, but spends his whole life in striving after something which he thinks will make him so; he seldom attains his goal, and when he does, it is only to be disappointed; he is mostly shipwrecked in the end, and comes into harbor with masts and rigging gone. And then, it is all one whether he has been happy or miserable; for his life was never anything more than a present moment always vanishing; and now it is over.
Hi OP,
I'm in the same boat. With similar years of experience, but working in data science and machine learning. I can relate to your feelings.
Fair warning: this is a rather grim AI doom post. Please do not read this if you're looking for comfort.
The release of ChatGPT was one of the worst days of my life. Since then, I've been unable to escape the AI fever that's gripped my job and my life. AI is now firmly part of the public zeitgeist, and I get no respite from it. I never imagined I'd have to explain image/video generation models to my parents, but here we are. I now deeply hate this field.
I have no idea what my role is now. In the past, my job involved creating and training machine learning models for various business predictions. That's no longer the case. No one seems interested in those solutions anymore, even if they're the right approach. Now, my job primarily involves implementing agentic or LLM based solutions. But isn't that what every software engineer does now? Isn't every random corpo an expert in AI now? Or at least, that's what they want people to believe. So, where does that leave me? The skill set that once made me somewhat unique is now the bare minimum for developers. Not to mention that tools like automated PR reviews are being used to monitor developers which just makes me feel icky.
To be honest, I've accepted that I'm a dead man walking. I don't think my current job will exist in the near future. It certainly won't exist in its previous form or in a form that I find enjoyable/rewarding. I'm trying to transition into governance, machine learning operations, and automated testing suites for generative AI solutions. You know, stuff related to building the guard rails around these AI systems. I have no idea if this will work out, but I'm hoping for the best. If that fails, I might consider becoming an electrician or something similar. I really don't know. I've thought a lot about dropping out of my grad degree and using the time to pursue an entirely different field. The constant uncertainty and pressure are taking a toll on my mental health, to say the least. It's exhausting to constantly adapt and wonder if my skills will remain relevant. The fear of obsolescence follows me like a shadow.
Regardless, I'm trying my best to outrun this mess. I'm saving money like crazy. I'm investing as much as possible and trying to pay off my living expenses in case my career disappears tomorrow. I have a large emergency fund. My advice to you would be to do the same, since these are the only things you can control. Personally, I'm actively exploring backup careers. There aren't many great prospects at the moment, but I'm hoping to figure out a plan soon.
Unfortunately, this is just the beginning. AI will undoubtedly improve over time, and the question is how quickly? I am not sure that even matters considering the current models are more than enough to disrupt large portions of society. The software field and the world at large have changed forever. There is no going back.
This is really just my take on the professional world. Even if we find a new field, AI will continue to permeate every aspect of modern life. Unless something is done quickly (and I doubt it), AI will be used as a tool by the upper class to oppress, control, and monitor the lower class, facilitating a further transfer of wealth in that regard. Let's just hope that it is also used to find new cures for diseases and other altruistic purposes. I guess we just destined to live in virtual insanity.
Best of luck, OP. I pray that we can look at this post in the future and laugh at my paranoia.