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Weekly coronavirus-related chat, questions, and minor updates - week of January 4
This thread is posted weekly, and is intended as a place for more-casual discussion of the coronavirus and questions/updates that may not warrant their own dedicated topics. Tell us about what the situation is like where you live!
Usual personal update:
Anyone who has been following my updates here has probably clearly seen my anxiety on display, in full force. I genuinely didn’t realize how bad it was until it went away. Over the holiday break, after I tested negative following my last exposure, I had a full week of safety, with no contact with anyone save for my husband.
Feeling the anxiety leave me is something I cannot describe in words. The closest I’ve come is the following image: I was a gas stove, with every burner blazing on high, at full strength. On my week off, the dials turned down and the burners dimmed before shutting completely off. Only the pilot light remained lit — the faintest of flames, and one that it’s easy to forget even exists.
I hadn’t felt that way in months. I felt physically lighter. My mind felt clearer. The feeling of normalcy was thoroughly noteworthy for its lack of noteworthiness. I felt empty in the best of ways. There was no “there” there, and it was wonderful.
My district returned to school this week, and we did so remotely rather than in-person due to precautions about rising cases in our area (we had a >10% test positivity rate at the time, and we’re still anticipating an upcoming holiday spike). The plan was originally to return to in-person learning this coming Monday but we just extended remote learning by another week.
I’m reminded of last March, when schools unexpectedly shut down but kept saying they’d re-open in a week or two, week after week after week. I don’t think, come next Friday, our numbers will look better than they are now. And I don’t think they’ll look better the week following that. If I had to call the shot now, I suspect I’ll be doing remote for the foreseeable future.
I understand and empathize how difficult this is for families. I really do. I have some families and kids I know who are really hurting, now more than ever, and I hate that this is one more unfairness they are saddled with.
That said, my empathy has limits, and my heart has hardened to many other families out there. I am not on social media, but most of my colleagues are, so they see the posts that people in the community are making. When parents of students we teach are openly disobeying rules, posting COVID-hoax propaganda, and cheering on the idea of deliberately putting teachers in harm’s way, it makes me wonder why I bother serving the community in the first place.
And, to be clear, teachers aren’t saints either. I work on staff with someone who continues to be an outspoken anti-masker. Some teachers I work with are also posting pictures of their massive, unmasked and undistanced holiday meetups on Facebook.
For a long time I was frustrated with the sort of voyeuristic moralizing that social media enabled with this pandemic. Making character judgments about individuals’ behavior seemed like the product of our perpetual need for culture war conflict — a petty distraction from and degradation of bigger picture planning about an issue that demanded an unwavering focus and a unified response.
As this has gone on, however, and the reality of COVID had permeated everyone’s lives so thoroughly, I find myself unable to ignore or excuse individuals who continue to either flout the rules deliberately or remain ignorant of best practices. I have lost a lot of respect for some people I know because I consider their actions, at this point, inexcusable. I also find that my will to support kids is hugely sapped when I find out their parents are acting in ways that are actively and consciously detrimental to my own safety and the safety of other students with whom their child shares a classroom.
These genuinely are only a very few bad apples, and most of the children and families I serve are wonderful people who deserve the best, but just as it only takes one infectious person to cause an outbreak, so too does it only take one toxic person to pollute. I’m having a hard time finding my usual love of service in my heart right now. I don’t do what I do out of a need for reciprocity, but I do need the minimum assurance that people won’t meet my help by metaphorically spitting in my face, and this pandemic has demonstrated that we cannot even clear that lowest of bars. Do not expect me to put my heart into teaching your child if you openly celebrate my suffering.
Despite these frustrations, I will say that this week was blessedly easy. Because we’re doing remote learning, my stovetop burners never reignited. They’re still off. I feel comfortable and safe doing my job. I could teach this way for the rest of the year and be happy to do it. There has been much said about the alleged benefits of having kids learn in person. I can’t speak for everyone, but I will say that my students get the worst version of me in person and the best version of me via remote. I’m more relaxed, calm, and even joyful. I felt more “myself” in my teacher role this week than I have in months, and that’s something they simply won’t get if they are actually in the same room with me. I can’t be the calm, cool, collected educator I need to be when each of my burners is raging.
Glad to hear you're feeling better and the anxiety is gone. Let it stay that way.
One thing people are starting to realize is that now that the vaccines are in play, there is a force multiplier to how much and how fast things will get better. Prioritized vaccinations means less critical cases, which means less deaths, less risk for hospitals, less overall risk for reduced measures, etc.
The higher-R strain has also forced some countries to not reopen schools just yet which frankly I agree with you is a good thing. This is like the main thing that pisses me off in Belgium, they keep being reopened. At the end of the day though, even if it's a bad strategy, we will get through it. I do hope teachers get vaccinated as early as possible if they keep reopening them though...
Anyway, stay better.
I tested positive for covid this week. My only symptoms at first were fatigue, headache, and runny nose. Later though I lost my sense of smell and it still hasn't come back yet :(
Very sorry to hear this. Best wishes to you, Grendel.
This morning Dr. John Campbell and Dr. Roger Seheult held a MedCram podcast (99m) covering a wide range of covid health topics, from vitamin d to current infection rates, the impact of the new strain, long-term covid health effects, and the vaccines. Loads of solid science well presented by experts, cuts right through all the BS in the media at the moment. This is a good one to share with people who are skeptical about the vaccines.
Belgium is now realizing that we could vaccinate on weekends to speed this up.
Fucking unbelievable.
https://www.brusselstimes.com/news/belgium-all-news/148278/vaccinating-people-during-the-weekend-is-not-self-evident-dirk-dewolf-care-and-healt-agency-flanders-vandenboroucke-de-croo-wouter-beke/
The Onion: CDC Unveils List Of Twitter Accounts You Can Follow To Piece Together Vaccine Information
On the personal-good-news front, my wife is getting her first dose of the vaccine today. She's a nurse in Detroit, though she works in a clinic office and not in the ER or similar. So while relative to other healthcare workers her exposure risk is rather low, in our circle of WFH friends she's the main risk vector. So this is a load off of her mind (and mine!).
Wonderful news! I’m very happy for you two.
U.K. scientists worry vaccines may not protect against coronavirus variant found in South Africa
Scientists appeal for calm over new Covid variant in South Africa
If you're keeping score at home, the previously-identified variant first found in the UK is B.1.1.7, and this new variant is 501.V2
Pfizer-BioNTech vaccine appears effective against mutation in new coronavirus variants, study suggests
Dr. John busted that myth this morning in the podcast I linked. The new strain(s) are not able to get around the vaccine, and even if a strain that could were to appear, it's almost trivial to adjust the existing vaccines to compensate for any new strains - one simply changes the rna strand or the inactive virus samples depending on vaccine type. The mutation changes almost nothing, it's still 99.9% the same virus. All it's done so far with the mutations is develop better hooks to latch on to human lung tissue. It's covid's way of saying 'i love you.'
The worst part is that the new strain's 55% more transmissible nature decreases the effectiveness of masks overall. You can catch it now with far fewer particles. Masks don't stop it all, but they do drastically reduce the viral load dose from the infection source. Trouble is that now a much smaller viral load is able to become an active infection.
Link to this part of the podcast, starts at 34:42.
I wonder, though, how quick the FDA would be to approve it without testing, given that they won’t consider changing the dosing schedule without testing?
The virus may be quicker to adapt than the bureaucracy.
I have gotten the impression that getting the 'package' for the mRNA vaccines right was the harder part (the lipids that encapsulate the virus until it's in your arm). Those lipids are the reason for the ultra-cold temperatures as well. That's more or less a drop-in delivery package waiting for the newer strains if we need to change it up. I have to imagine the approval process is going to be much faster for a vaccine that is just an 'update' rather than an entirely new substance or method.
Still, politicians and medical authorities are moving slow enough on the first vaccine to make me worry, so who knows - you might be right.
Yesterday I hacked together a dashboard of vaccination info in the state of Colorado, since I found the official Colorado vaccination dashboard mostly unusable:
https://vaxtrack.co/
If anyone has any feedback, I'd be glad to hear it!
This is nice and simple, I appreciate it even though I don't live in Colorado. Would be neat to see the confirmed cases/deaths to compare with the vaccination rate as it keeps going.
That’s definitely in the plan!
FYI, the first version of these graphs is live now.
Edit: I read the license for the data I was using to plot cases, and it specifies no derivatives. Gotta ask for permission or find a new source!
San Jose hospital worker dies from COVID-19 outbreak possibly tied to inflatable costume
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Santa Clara County Businesses Must Now Close Employee Breakrooms
I approve. The way I think of it is that COVID infection is like invisible smoking, and you should do the same things you would do to avoid breathing smoke. If you’re in the same room where someone is smoking, you’re going to breath smoke, unless it’s very well ventilated.
Taking smoke breaks outside is good sense.
Amid COVID-19 surge, L.A. County ambulance crews told not to transport patients who have little chance of survival
Reopening plans stall as 1 in 3 students are testing positive for COVID-19 at some L.A. schools
(Note: 1 in 3 of those who got tested; this is about the positivity rate for testing.)
The article includes detail about a lot of school districts that had been planning to reopen in January but will remain closed, or are holding off.
Thousands of health care workers sickened by coronavirus, worsening crisis in L.A. County hospitals
England to enter lockdown (Jan 4)
That's going to happen to any country that gets a lot of the new strain active. With our previous measures, we were staying at like R=0.8 but this strain can bump it up to R=1.2 with the exact same measures in place. Lockdowns are the only way to get it under 1.0 again... and after the lockdowns, it'll probably bounce back at least twice as fast as the previous version did.
We need those vaccines, stat. This summer is not looking good.
California governor says vaccination pace ‘not good enough’
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It's like something out of a nightmare fever-dream.
A hallway full of sick and dying people, packed so close they're practically on top of one another. And a doctor with bags under his eyes and tears in them, walking the hallway while stumbling from exhaustion. Holding the vaccine in his hands, screaming "I CAN STOP THIS! PLEASE! JUST TAKE THIS!".
But people just walk away from him.
Pope's personal doctor dies from Covid-19 complications
Germany mulls delaying second COVID-19 vaccine shot, Denmark approves delay
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Also, here is an opinion piece in the Washington Post:
FDA Statement on Following the Authorized Dosing Schedules for COVID-19 Vaccines
China to give coronavirus vaccine to 50 million in a month
Hospital Scrambles To Find Patients Before Freezer Failure Ruins 830 Vaccines
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On the one hand, nice job! On the other hand, it shows how much faster it could be done if the problem were treated with proper urgency.
One almost wishes for more freezer failures.
Biden will release nearly all available vaccine doses in break from Trump administration policy of holding back stock for second dose
"Risky" compared to vaccinating half as many people?
False Reports of a New ‘U.S. Variant’ Came from White House Task Force
NY to expand COVID vaccine eligibility Monday, but short supply will delay shots, Cuomo says
Meanwhile, from Scott M. Stringer on Twitter
COVID-19 test that may have inaccurate results used all over Bay Area, FDA warns
Also:
Congress using Covid test that FDA warns may be faulty
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"I'm not an anti-vaxxer, but..." - US health workers' vaccine hesitancy raises alarm
New, potentially more contagious variant of the coronavirus spreads in California
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California orders hospitals to take transfer patients amid devastating Covid surge