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Comment on Framework’s first desktop is a strange—but unique—mini ITX gaming PC in ~tech
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Comment on How often do you replace your phone? in ~tech
I_Like_Turtles LinkI try to go as long as possible as long as the phone is still reasonably usable. Current phone is a OnePlus 7 Pro running LineageOS. I've been through 3 cases, 2 screen protectors and a battery...I try to go as long as possible as long as the phone is still reasonably usable.
Current phone is a OnePlus 7 Pro running LineageOS.
I've been through 3 cases, 2 screen protectors and a battery (actually relatively easy to swap out with a bit of patience, and made it feel like a new phone again).
I spent some time with it rooted so I could use Wallet on LineageOS but then Google made more changes to their API and it got prohibitively hard, so I switched back to just using physical cards that I was carrying with me anyway. I don't like the idea of having everything on my phone, too easy to have stolen or drop it.
Not sure what I'll go for next or when. I've got some nice big scratches on the screen protector so that will need replacing at some point, but given it's almost 6 years old at this point I'm still very happy with the way it behaves. Really doesn't feel any slower than new phones that I've tried.
I think it'll live until something irreplaceable goes, like the charging port, then I might look into a Linux based phone and see how much I want to punish myself daily driving Linux instead
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Comment on Framework 13 chassis available for $400 in ~tech
I_Like_Turtles Link ParentInteresting. Yep I came straight from a 13" MacBook at my previous job and bought the Framework when I quit, as it was significantly cheaper for a relatively similarly specced machine (the MacBook...Interesting. Yep I came straight from a 13" MacBook at my previous job and bought the Framework when I quit, as it was significantly cheaper for a relatively similarly specced machine (the MacBook was an older generation I7)
The framework ecosystem is definitely something that sounds like it could work for you. Without the screen, trackpad and case the actual hardware is very cost effective and there's a decent community of mods and printable cases - I had a look around quickly and managed to find this one that allows to mount the battery as well : https://www.printables.com/model/1051364-framework-13-mainboard-case-with-battery
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Comment on Framework 13 chassis available for $400 in ~tech
I_Like_Turtles Link ParentI've been using a Framework I5-1135 specced with 64G RAM and a 2TB SSD since mid 2022. I take good care of my electronics generally but I really can't fault it. It feels about as sturdy as a...I've been using a Framework I5-1135 specced with 64G RAM and a 2TB SSD since mid 2022.
I take good care of my electronics generally but I really can't fault it. It feels about as sturdy as a MacBook, the keyboard feels very similar and the only thing I can say is that the MacBook trackpad is slightly better. But except for the MacBook it's the best trackpad I've ever owned.
My only original gripe was that the screen hinges are a little loose so if you carry it around with the screen open it will tend to flop backwards. Framework designed stronger hinges which are now standard and I'm pretty sure can be retrofitted but I just got used to mine and now it doesn't really bother me.
Initially there was some minor hardware support issues with Linux but these seem to be mostly fixed now or have been fixed in mainline and will be coming down the release pipeline shortly.
I'm running KDE Neon and use it mainly as a development and work laptop with a bit of 3D modelling and rendering (hence the RAM).
I got the DIY edition to save the $100 or whatever it was for self assembly and with the included screwdriver / spudger it's very easy to work on - everything uses the same screws, and the screwdriver is magnetic so very hard to lose anything inside the case. Lots of use of magnets to retain things like the screen bezel and other things.
I did have an issue with the headphone output being intermittent and it turned out to be a hardware issue - Framework sent me a new mainboard with very few questions asked and it took me about 30 minutes to swap it out.
The only thing I haven't really tested properly is battery life. I mainly use it plugged in so I have the max battery capacity set up 85% - the battery health is still good though.
There's also a nice "aftermarket" for framework mainboards in that there's a lot of designs for turning them into something else - 3D printed cases to turn them into media servers or other such things that suit a laptop size mainboard.
Barring anything else similar appearing I'll probably be replacing mine with another when I'm no longer happy with the performance for what I'm doing, but I don't see that happening for quite a while yet (maybe another 3 years)
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Comment on What have you been listening to this week? in ~music
I_Like_Turtles (edited )Link ParentHaha cool! Yeah I reckon originally it was as much a beats CD by some unknowns which is why they all have instrumentals. But the lyrics go hard! 😂Haha cool! Yeah I reckon originally it was as much a beats CD by some unknowns which is why they all have instrumentals. But the lyrics go hard! 😂
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Comment on What have you been listening to this week? in ~music
I_Like_Turtles LinkWhen I was 8 or 9 my dad picked up a CD at a car boot sale called 'Rap CD Vol. 1', released by Bruton Music. Aside from the question of why my dad let me listen to this at that time, I'm pretty...When I was 8 or 9 my dad picked up a CD at a car boot sale called 'Rap CD Vol. 1', released by Bruton Music.
Aside from the question of why my dad let me listen to this at that time, I'm pretty sure this was the first rap / hip-hop album I ever heard and it defined my music taste for most of my teenage years and later.
I'm back at my parents for christmas this year and started humming the riff for one of the songs in my head and it brought all the memories of that album back to me - went digging in my dad's music collection and found the thing!
I don't have a CD player to actually play it now but I managed to track it down, and the whole thing is listenable here: https://www.universalproductionmusic.com/en-hk/discover/albums/3268/rapcd-1 at decent-ish quality.
Listening to it now I'm so happy to have found it again, I just love the feel of the whole album, it's just got a style to it that I just can't get enough of - and it's blowing my mind that I can remember the lyrics to every single song like 30 years later!
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Comment on I think I have a broken AT&T route? in ~tech
I_Like_Turtles LinkDo you have a public IPv6 on your home network and your VPS? If so, it might be a way to narrow down whether this is a IPv4-only or CGNAT issue. Personally I just run my home hosting stuff (mostly...Do you have a public IPv6 on your home network and your VPS? If so, it might be a way to narrow down whether this is a IPv4-only or CGNAT issue.
Personally I just run my home hosting stuff (mostly *arrs) off IPv6 via Cloudflare DNS-Only records. As long as I have V6 connectivity I can access everything anywhere and I don't have to run split DNS to get local connections at home.
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Comment on How do you learn to recognize your own emotions? in ~health.mental
I_Like_Turtles (edited )Link ParentI mostly used an app called Waking Up. It's essentially a set of daily guided meditation recordings, starting from nothing. It even has some 'walking meditations' that were incredibly helpful for...I mostly used an app called Waking Up. It's essentially a set of daily guided meditation recordings, starting from nothing. It even has some 'walking meditations' that were incredibly helpful for me, as sometimes you don't want to just sit quietly inside and this way, you get to take meditation techniques into the real world.
I found it to be a rather pragmatic approach to a practice that before, felt to me a bit full of unscientific mumbo-jumbo - which is why I didn't try it earlier. At the end of the day meditation is subjective and different for everyone, and I think Waking Up does a pretty good job of not forcing you down one particular line of thinking or one particular style of meditation.
NOTE: It's pretty expensive but they have a free 'Scholarship' program for people who can't afford the subscription
It's true that I have difficulty in being in tune with the physicality of my body as well...
I used to be very similar to this as well (and sometimes I still am if overwhelmed / tired / stressed).
I remember reading an article recently (might've been on Tildes actually) that essentially stated that memory formation linked to strong emotions are stronger and therefore much easier to recall - so it's not a surprise to me that actively suppressing the 'feel' of emotions makes it much harder to store and recall particular events.
I like the idea that memory recall relies on activating a set of neurons strongly enough to trigger the recall of a particular event. Without the 'emotion' input, the other inputs have to be activated much more strongly to recall the same event.
By being able to associate an emotion with the event we're less reliant on recalling the other specifics (e.g. other physical inputs or recalled people / places etc).
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Comment on How do you learn to recognize your own emotions? in ~health.mental
I_Like_Turtles LinkAside from therapy, I think the thing that helped most with actually being able to understand my own emotions (coming from a vaguely similar upbringing I guess) was meditation, and specifically...Aside from therapy, I think the thing that helped most with actually being able to understand my own emotions (coming from a vaguely similar upbringing I guess) was meditation, and specifically learning how to ground myself and feel every part of my body.
You can call it something else (targeted introspection) if you find the idea of meditating too hand-wavey but I found that the thing I was missing when it came to processing my emotions was the actual physical feeling of them.
Imagine putting a t-shirt on in the morning. About 5s after it's on you don't actively feel it anymore unless you focus on it. Your brain ignores that input stimulus because most of the time it doesn't matter - it's not worth wasting energy on (brains are real good at minimising energy use apparently).
I found that for me, the same happens with the physical manifestations of emotion, whether that is hot flushing from anger or embarrassment, feeling sick from loneliness or fear, or something else. I'd trained my brain to tune out the emotional inputs and because of that wasn't able to easily access them.
It's very hard to understand what you're feeling if you don't actually feel - rather I felt like I was analysing what I thought I was feeling rather than actually feeling.
I didn't spend all that much time specifically meditating - I maybe put a bunch of effort into it for a year or so, but it gave me some tools to rely on where now it feels like I can process and talk about my emotions in minutes to hours rather than weeks.
Worth a try.
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Comment on Hezbollah is hit by a wave of exploding pagers that killed at least nine people and injured thousands in ~news
I_Like_Turtles Link ParentThere's CCTV video of a couple of the devices exploding, so I would be very very surprised if these devices were not part of a supply chain compromise and this was purely a hack. Lithium ion...There's CCTV video of a couple of the devices exploding, so I would be very very surprised if these devices were not part of a supply chain compromise and this was purely a hack.
Lithium ion batteries don't explode in the manner shown in the videos, they burn (albeit very violently).
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Comment on What are your cooking experiments that haven't turned out well? in ~food
I_Like_Turtles Link ParentFunnily enough, white wine was apparently the missing ingredient in my Bolognese. Historically I've never cooked with alcohol as I no longer drink it, but the gf keeps a bottle around for Risotto...Funnily enough, white wine was apparently the missing ingredient in my Bolognese. Historically I've never cooked with alcohol as I no longer drink it, but the gf keeps a bottle around for Risotto and the odd evening drink and I boiled off about 150ml with the mince one day and that was that.
Instant flavours straight after first cook, which is surprising as it usually takes an overnight in the fridge and reheat for the flavours to really come out.
As for recent kitchen experiments, I decided to make Shokupan (Japanese Milk Bread) a couple of days ago. It came out as a good bread considering I generally don't bake at all and I used a handheld electric mixer without dough hooks and an opened packet of yeast, but it definitely was not Shokupan. So going to be taking another stab at it soon with some lessons learned :)
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Comment on Headphone recommends that actually block out voices in ~tech
I_Like_Turtles Link ParentFourthing this. A single pair of Etymotics ER4s have been my go to mobile headphones for the last 10 years and they're the best isolating headphones I've ever used because they are essentially...Fourthing this. A single pair of Etymotics ER4s have been my go to mobile headphones for the last 10 years and they're the best isolating headphones I've ever used because they are essentially earplugs when fitted correctly.
I can ride the central line East of Liverpool Street (London, UK), generally regarded as an excruciatingly loud journey and not really hear anything except my music. Well worth the money.
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Comment on Desktop CNC recommendations? in ~hobbies
I_Like_Turtles Link ParentI was in the discord for about 4 months before I decided to build. Took about 2 months from deciding to build to having most of the major parts (self-sourcing everything) and another 3 or so to...How long did it take you to build it and start milling?
I was in the discord for about 4 months before I decided to build. Took about 2 months from deciding to build to having most of the major parts (self-sourcing everything) and another 3 or so to complete the build enough to get a serial.
Do you remember what your rough total cost to build was?
I'm in the UK but my rough cost was around £1500. I went for a more expensive VFD, spindle and slightly bigger motors though. The enclosure looks like it'll be another £300-400.
How long do most of your cuts/machining programs take on the mill? Just to get an idea of how long it will run at one time.
I haven't run any on it longer than about 10 mins in one go but that's because I'm a CAM newbie, and that's where all my learning effort is going right now.
How long it'll run depends on the spindle you have and whether it's air or liquid cooled.
Do you need to have really high precision when building it in order to get dimensionally accurate output from it? (And I mean like within 1mm of the target dimension on cuts.) I know that's often a big thing in the CNC world.
It's pretty easy to build and there are printable tools to help rail alignment.
1mm accuracy on this shouldn't be too difficult on these, I'm within that on mine with no special effort put in to aligning everything. Tramming can be done with 1-2-3 blocks and a dial test indicator. Metal structural parts and thoroughness when putting together will obviously help.
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Comment on Desktop CNC recommendations? in ~hobbies
I_Like_Turtles (edited )LinkI've built a millennium machines milo v1.5. It's a mix of 3d printed parts (ASA / ABS) and aluminium extrusions similar to a 3d printer but can be made capable of milling aluminium and even...I've built a millennium machines milo v1.5. It's a mix of 3d printed parts (ASA / ABS) and aluminium extrusions similar to a 3d printer but can be made capable of milling aluminium and even someone has even tested with steel. The structural 3d printed parts can be replaced with aluminium parts milled on the machine itself, so there's a clear upgrade path to full metal components where it counts.
It's early days (there's only about 20 serialed machines so far) but it's a great project and if you can build a 3d printer you can build a Milo ready for learning about CAM.
The millennium machines discord is where all the action happens, happy to link if you're interested. Same if you have any questions I'd be happy to answer.
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Comment on Hi, how are you? Mental health support and discussion thread (August 2023) in ~health.mental
I_Like_Turtles Link ParentI understand the draw towards hermitude as I've definitely felt it before, but it's something that now, I'm not sure is realistic (for me at least). Soon after quitting it felt like I needed to...I understand the draw towards hermitude as I've definitely felt it before, but it's something that now, I'm not sure is realistic (for me at least).
Soon after quitting it felt like I needed to get away from everything. I felt almost... oppressed, unable to think outside the bounds of my "career" and when you suddenly don't have the demands of that anymore it made me feel like I needed to run away.
I spent the first year riding around Europe on a motorcycle on my own which was an incredibly solitary and in hindsight, stressful experience, but absolutely necessary to break the mindset I held previously.
Where my head is at right now is realising that I do need to participate in society in at least some manner, but how and when and how much I do that is my choice.
The pressures that I felt before to have a "good career" and progression, earn well and be able to buy anything I want to pale in comparison to having good physical and mental health, a strong, healthy relationship and an actual enjoyment and... want for life that I just never really felt before.
I have even less idea now of what I want to do and somehow I'm happier for it.
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Comment on Hi, how are you? Mental health support and discussion thread (August 2023) in ~health.mental
I_Like_Turtles (edited )Link ParentI could've written this myself. 2 years in August since I quit after 12 years of tech work (networks, devops, cloud stuff), and while I enjoy the technical / thinking aspect, I have zero drive to...I could've written this myself. 2 years in August since I quit after 12 years of tech work (networks, devops, cloud stuff), and while I enjoy the technical / thinking aspect, I have zero drive to go back to almost anything my professional skillset is used for.
I spent the first year or so travelling, and I've spent this year playing about - rebuilt a motorbike engine from nothing (and the rest of the bike, including spraying it), I built a small desktop CNC mill, I'm learning how to 3D model and generate tool paths for use with the CNC. I've spent a bunch of time with my nieces and my parents, neither of which I had much time for while I was working.
I've done a bit of cat sitting and dog sitting, a bit of consultancy work when it was available (less than 20h total though), spent a bunch of time working through some childhood / relational trauma and met someone at a friend's wedding a couple of months ago and so far it's going really well.
But my "fuck you money" bank account is starting to look unhealthy and I'm going to have to find some actual work pretty soon, and the thought of it almost makes me sick.
How do I find something I can get paid for which isn't just contributing to the same shit, making money for investors / management while actively making the world a worse place? 🤔
GF suggested (marine!) compass making but I'm not sure there's a big market there (and I lack a number of skills 😂). Lots of thinking to be done.
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Comment on Plexamp is now available for free in ~tech
I_Like_Turtles (edited )LinkThought I'd give it a shot as I use tidal currently for listening on Android, but I don't have my own Plex server right now and the app refuses to progress unless you have a "music library", which...Thought I'd give it a shot as I use tidal currently for listening on Android, but I don't have my own Plex server right now and the app refuses to progress unless you have a "music library", which I assume requires talking directly to Plex server.
This is counter to their doco that suggests you can just use it for streaming from tidal, unfortunately.
E: Okay you have to link your account to your Plex account, documentation could do with some work here but it's clearly because they want you to sign up for tidal through Plex which I can't really blame them for.
https://plex.tv/users/other-services account can be linked here for anyone else trying this like me.
App works great now, only obvious annoyance I've found is it doesn't look like playlists can be sorted (I usually sort tracks by most recently added).
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Comment on Women, what kind of emotional sensitivity do you generally like in your partner? in ~life.women
I_Like_Turtles LinkFlip the genders and read what you posted again. If a woman treated me (as a guy) in the deeply uncomfortable, abusive ways outlined in both of the hypotheticals, I would feel incredibly hurt,...Flip the genders and read what you posted again.
If a woman treated me (as a guy) in the deeply uncomfortable, abusive ways outlined in both of the hypotheticals, I would feel incredibly hurt, betrayed and in all honesty would probably shut down and lose any feelings I had towards that person in an instant.
The correct answer is neither. Neither of these people are behaving appropriately towards people they should be considering an equal.
They both have work to do to understand where their behaviour stems from and what they need to work on to avoid perpetuating their own trauma to others.
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Comment on Anyone here like motorcycles? in ~transport
I_Like_Turtles LinkPassed my motorbike test back in 2015 after riding scooters in Vietnam (near Sa Pa) with a couple of friends. One of my pals had just passed his test and pushed me into getting my license so he...Passed my motorbike test back in 2015 after riding scooters in Vietnam (near Sa Pa) with a couple of friends. One of my pals had just passed his test and pushed me into getting my license so he had someone to ride with, and it's the best thing I've ever done.
My first bike was an Aprilia Dorsoduro 750 which was, as expected, Italian as fuck (in the colder months you'd have to turn the lights on 10 minutes before you wanted to leave to warm the battery up, even with a brand new battery. Hasn't Piaggio heard of auto-decompression mechanisms?!). Anyway, that bike died a death when I got rear-ended by a lorry at about 15mph. I was lucky that I didn't get injured and had another bike (with the insurance money) within a month.
I bought a Husqvarna 701 Supermoto and one of my friends introduced me to green laning (here in the UK that means riding dirt trails that are classified as legal roads). Eventually I changed the supermoto wheels out for a 21" / 18" setup and that is how the bike has stayed up until now.
In 2021 I quit my job to go ride it around trails in the south west of Europe (the TET and ACT amongst others, for anyone familiar).
I beat on that poor bike for almost a year before getting flat out bored of riding 8 hours a day every single day (the first 3 months were entirely without a break). Brought the bike back to the south of the UK and spent the next 9 months doing a full engine rebuild and going through it with a fine tooth comb (first engine rebuild I've ever done myself).
There's still a couple of bits I'm not finished with yet, but currently in the process of putting my supermoto wheels back on so I can maybe do a trip to Scotland in a month or two.
Bikes are so good for my mental health, and from a social aspect bikers are some of the best, and most diverse people I've ever met.
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Comment on LGBT introductions thread: What's your story? in ~lgbt
I_Like_Turtles (edited )Link ParentInteresting that you should mention demisexuality. I've obviously heard the term before but never really looked into what it meant in any depth, so just had a bit of a read. Hmm. I've never had...Interesting that you should mention demisexuality. I've obviously heard the term before but never really looked into what it meant in any depth, so just had a bit of a read. Hmm.
I've never had any doubts about my gender identity or sexuality in the most basic sense (straight male), but I... actually don't think I have ever experienced what is apparently primary sexual attraction.
Whether that is demisexuality or not I couldn't tell you - and for me the label itself doesn't really matter - but I do feel like there's a "safety" aspect to it.
When I am emotionally bonded with someone, I feel "safe" to feel, and therefore express, sexual attraction towards them. In my mind, expressing those sorts of things is a vulnerability and if I don't have a sense of safety then I simply can't (read: don't) feel it.
If someone then removes that sense of safety by breaking my trust, there is a high chance that I simply lose the ability to feel sexual attraction towards them, and finding it again is very, very difficult and involves rebuilding that trust.
Not to bring attachment theory into another thread (seems to be the only thing I post about here!) but to me at least, these two things might be linked. Thanks for the food for thought, and another aspect of "me" to explore.
On the modularity front, I agree if you take it face value, not being able to swap out the CPU or memory from the mainboard is fundamentally less modular.
But my practical experience with desktop PCs is that by the time I want to upgrade them, the new CPUs are no longer compatible with my existing mainboard or my existing RAM, so everything needs to be upgraded at once anyway.
In practical terms I am less worried about the replaceability of each component and more interested in how much thought has been put into the entire lifecycle of the product.
Framework have done a decent job on the laptop side of things when it comes to making their platforms upgradeable and supporting them for a reasonable amount of time, and finding ways for old hardware to be reused, so I'm inclined to trust them on this.
It does look pretty nice for local LLM stuff and I'll be interested to see what people are going to be doing with it, but won't be buying one myself at this point.