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How to pick up reading again?
I have been a reader in my teens and my early youth. This all changed when I started to develop a depression back in the days. I had no will, interest or strength to pick up a book. During my...
I have been a reader in my teens and my early youth. This all changed when I started to develop a depression back in the days. I had no will, interest or strength to pick up a book. During my university years I read a lot of textbooks but no prose. Picking up a book today feels like a chore for me. I find a lot of them bland and have to force myself to read/finish the story. So basically, my text boils down to: What helped you to rekindle your love for books/reading again? I am curious about all the answers.
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Thanks to the comments so far, I have seen that I did not answer the important question why I stopped reading and why it now feels like a chore. So I'll try and give a bit more answers.
Besides "having no strength" during my phase of depression, I kind of started to hate the worlds the books offered. I wished to be part of these worlds, where my depression would not mess with me, where I could be happy or at least experience cool adventures. But after every reading session came the hard realization that I was still in this world with my depression and all my problems. That was when I decided to stop reading.As to why reading feels like a chore today: I don't know. I started to read books again that I loved as a teenager/ young adult, but the magic was gone. Meanwhile, I also started to pick up more books from up-to-date bestseller lists, but I found a lot of them pretty boring, or I did not like the style of the author.
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IndyCar Grand Prix of Monterey (Laguna Seca) 2023 Season Finale - Results
Not sure how many people follow IndyCar, but figured I'd do the same as I've been doing for F1. Honestly, one of the worst races I've ever seen in any series. Which is too bad, because I love Indy...
Not sure how many people follow IndyCar, but figured I'd do the same as I've been doing for F1.
Honestly, one of the worst races I've ever seen in any series. Which is too bad, because I love Indy at Laguna Seca. But it was like watching Formula 2 or Formula 3. At Monza. Constant crashing and spins, especially on restarts. I don't know how many times the race got yellow flagged, especially after restarts.
We know from last week's race at Portland that Alex Palou of Chip Ganassi Racing wrapped up the Drivers Championship in his Honda. So I'll put the season results below.
Race Results - SPOILER
Rank Driver Car No. Starts Laps Total time Laps Led Status Points Avg.Speed Pit stop 1 Scott Dixon 9 11 95 02:17:41.6400 20 Running 51 92.645 4 2 Scott McLaughlin 3 2 95 02:17:48.9580 - Running 40 92.563 5 3 Alex Palou 10 5 95 02:17:52.2511 51 Running 38 92.526 2 4 Will Power 12 7 95 02:17:56.3069 - Running 32 92.480 5 5 Callum Ilott 77 20 95 02:18:02.7689 - Running 30 92.408 6 6 Christian Lundgaard 45 3 95 02:18:03.0150 - Running 28 92.405 6 7 Alexander Rossi 7 15 95 02:18:03.8553 - Running 26 92.396 4 8 Marcus Armstrong 11 14 95 02:18:08.7710 - Running 24 92.341 4 9 Pato O'Ward 5 9 95 02:18:10.0307 15 Running 23 92.327 3 10 Ryan Hunter-Reay 20 25 95 02:18:13.9807 - Running 20 92.283 3 11 Romain Grosjean 28 8 95 02:18:20.6607 2 Running 20 92.209 3 12 Sting Ray Robb 51 24 95 02:18:25.6275 - Running 18 92.154 3 13 Helio Castroneves 06 27 95 02:18:39.9575 - Running 17 91.995 5 14 Agustin Canapino 78 19 95 02:18:42.8243 - Running 16 91.963 2 15 Marcus Ericsson 8 18 94 02:18:03.9834 - Running 15 91.422 5 16 Benjamin Pedersen 55 23 94 02:18:20.0876 - Running 14 91.245 6 17 Santino Ferrucci 14 17 94 02:18:27.2548 - Running 13 91.166 6 18 Rinus VeeKay 21 6 93 02:18:17.4950 - Running 12 90.302 5 19 Felix Rosenqvist 6 1 93 02:18:21.3296 6 Running 13 90.261 5 20 David Malukas 18 22 93 02:18:28.7683 - Running 10 90.180 5 21 Josef Newgarden 2 4 91 02:18:28.2840 - Running 9 88.246 10 22 Devlin DeFrancesco 29 26 91 02:18:50.0001 - Running 8 88.015 6 23 Colton Herta 26 12 80 02:12:45.1323 1 Contact 8 80.921 6 24 Juri Vips 30 13 71 02:18:50.0000 - Running 6 68.671 3 25 Kyle Kirkwood 27 16 65 02:18:43.7580 - Running 5 62.915 3 26 Tom Blomqvist 60 21 61 01:28:09.5902 - Contact 5 92.912 2 27 Graham Rahal 15 10 0 00:00:00.6301 - Contact 5 0.000 0 Source: Indycar.com
2023 Season Results - SPOILER
Rank Driver STP TEX LB BAR GPI IND DET R-AM MOH TOR IOW IOW NASH GPI STL POR WRLS Total 1 Alex Palou 24 36 31 30 53 45 54 51 53 40 25 35 36 26 26 53 38 656 2 Scott Dixon 36 31 5 26 29 35 32 32 41 33 28 29 30 51 53 36 51 578 3 Scott McLaughlin 20 28 20 51 14 16 26 24 30 29 40 31 42 24 31 22 40 488 4 Pato O'Ward 41 41 13 32 41 17 6 35 24 24 35 20 24 35 41 32 23 484 5 Josef Newgarden 13 53 23 16 26 51 21 40 18 30 53 53 32 5 6 30 9 479 6 Marcus Ericsson 51 24 35 20 25 44 23 28 5 20 32 23 27 20 20 26 15 438 7 Will Power 26 14 28 36 18 9 41 18 36 16 32 42 21 28 23 5 32 425 8 Christian Lundgaard 22 11 16 28 34 11 14 26 32 54 10 17 22 33 13 19 28 390 9 Alexander Rossi 32 8 8 24 36 37 31 20 20 14 20 15 11 30 33 10 26 375 10 Colton Herta 10 27 32 16 22 23 19 34 21 35 11 26 9 17 29 17 8 356 11 Kyle Kirkwood 15 5 54 18 16 5 29 22 13 15 26 19 53 22 15 20 5 352 12 Felix Rosenqvist 11 7 26 22 31 16 35 10 5 20 17 33 8 5 24 41 13 324 13 Romain Grosjean 14 17 40 44 19 5 6 5 17 8 19 18 29 12 18 5 20 296 14 Rinus VeeKay 9 19 5 14 17 32 12 18 15 17 13 12 16 19 19 28 12 277 15 Graham Rahal 28 6 18 13 21 8 5 19 27 22 5 10 15 44 10 20 5 276 16 Callum Ilott 30 22 11 17 12 19 5 12 14 12 15 16 18 13 5 15 30 266 17 David Malukas 21 32 10 11 5 5 7 5 28 10 18 24 5 14 35 25 10 265 18 Helio Castroneves 7 20 9 9 8 16 11 15 9 9 16 14 19 15 7 16 17 217 19 Santino Ferrucci 6 9 19 10 7 45 9 14 6 13 5 8 12 7 17 14 13 214 20 Marcus Armstrong 19 0 24 19 15 0 24 7 22 26 0 0 17 6 0 11 24 214 21 Agustin Canapino 18 18 6 5 9 5 16 11 7 18 14 5 10 9 8 5 16 180 22 Devlin DeFrancesco 5 7 14 7 13 17 18 7 16 7 8 9 5 12 11 13 8 177 23 Sting Ray Robb 14 6 12 5 5 5 8 8 8 11 5 5 13 8 9 7 18 147 24 Jack Harvey 8 12 17 6 10 12 13 5 12 6 12 11 6 16 0 0 0 146 25 Conor Daly 16 10 7 5 11 24 15 0 10 0 9 13 0 0 14 0 0 134 26 Ryan Hunter-Reay 0 0 0 0 0 20 0 13 11 5 7 6 14 10 16 9 20 131 27 Benjamin Pedersen 5 15 6 8 6 11 10 9 5 5 5 5 7 5 5 8 14 129 28 Simon Pagenaud 5 13 15 12 5 5 17 16 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 88 29 Takuma Sato 0 5 0 0 0 32 0 0 0 0 23 5 0 0 5 0 0 70 30 Ed Carpenter 0 17 0 0 0 10 0 0 0 0 6 7 0 0 6 0 0 46 31 Linus Lundqvist 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 5 18 12 0 0 35 32 Tony Kanaan 0 0 0 0 0 18 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 18 33 Juri Vips 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 12 6 18 34 Tom Blomqvist 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 5 0 0 0 0 0 6 5 16 35 Marco Andretti 0 0 0 0 0 13 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 13 36 RC Enerson 0 0 0 0 0 5 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 5 37 Katherine Legge 0 0 0 0 0 5 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 5 Source: Indycar.com
The 2024 IndyCar schedule has yet to be released, but should be out by the end of the month.
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Swedish schools minister Lotta Edholm moves students off digital devices and on to books and handwriting, with teachers and experts debating the pros and cons
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Toyota takes its biggest US port off the grid with hydrogen system
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Sometimes the pressure from glasses can help with sinus headaches - does anyone else experience this?
It's Spring here in Australia which means hayfever for me and more frequent usually minor sinus pain. I often wear sunglasses outside but I have 20/20 vision (afaik) so I don't have prescription...
It's Spring here in Australia which means hayfever for me and more frequent usually minor sinus pain. I often wear sunglasses outside but I have 20/20 vision (afaik) so I don't have prescription glasses. I did get some cheap blue-light glasses a few years ago in case they helped with tiredness/eye strain/sleep hygiene when I was using screens late at night. I recently noticed that wearing them when I have sinus pain helps alleviate the pain a little. I've noticed before that pinching the bridge of my nose can help especially when the pain is bad, so I suppose it makes sense that the glasses do something similar.
This is my first post, and usually when I'm curious about something I look it up, but I only really found people talking about how glasses can cause headaches when they're ill-fitting. So I thought I'd ask around here to see if anyone else has experienced this or otherwise was interested in the topic. And maybe this will help someone in a similar situation.
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EU ‘gatekeeper’ list has five American and no European companies
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WhatsApp is working on cross-platform messaging
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How disappearance became a global weapon of psychological control, fifty years on from Chile’s US-backed coup
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Opinion: The Kids Online Safety Act would harm US LGBTQ+ youth, restrict access to information and community
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Will it slip or will it grip: Scientists ask, “what is snail mucus?”
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Vast bubble of galaxies discovered, given Hawaiian name "Hoʻoleilana"
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Where have all the girlbosses gone?
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Healthier alternative to Better Than Bouillon?
I'm constantly using the Better Than Bouillon vegetable base when I need vegetable broth, because it's so convenient, space efficient, and it keeps longer than those cartons of vegetable broth....
I'm constantly using the Better Than Bouillon vegetable base when I need vegetable broth, because it's so convenient, space efficient, and it keeps longer than those cartons of vegetable broth.
But, I recently looked at the ingredients and was a bit put off, as I've been trying to eat healthier (less salt, sugar, and processed ingredients.)
Does anyone have any recommendations for something with a similar level of convenience and shelf life?
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A miracle in Missouri? The nun who put her abbey on the map
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US railroad inspectors find alarming number of defects on Union Pacific this summer
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Little Shop of Horrors | re:View
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‘Something happened, somehow something got mixed up’: the at-home DNA test that changed two families for ever
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Koan Sound - Led by Ancient Light (2023)
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It's not Dragon Fruit, it's Peruvian Apple Cactus | Weird Fruit Explorer
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Could a language learning model talk to whales? Or a human who speaks a language besides English?
The New Yorker has a provocative article asking the question "Can We Talk To Whales?" It boils down to utilizing language learning models to process a dataset of sperm whale clicks, their codas,...
The New Yorker has a provocative article asking the question "Can We Talk To Whales?" It boils down to utilizing language learning models to process a dataset of sperm whale clicks, their codas, and crossing one's fingers to see if "ClickGPT" can produce actual sperm whale language.
Which makes me wonder if a language learning model been given a library of Chinese sounds and ideograms, without context, then communicated in workable Chinese?
Using a language learning model to learn to speak to whales is an interesting idea, but I'm thinking any LLM assigned the task will wind up chunking out a word salad or something akin to Prisencolinensinainciusol. I'd like to learn more.
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Why do so many people hate EU bureaucracy?
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G20 leaders must hold Indian government to account for its human rights violations and political persecution
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US and Vietnam ink historic partnership in Joe Biden visit
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Please suggest me some books from past decades and centuries that are not widely known classics but you value and would like people to discover
For me, Up the Down Staircase is a charming, funny epistolary novel about a school teacher in the city that I love. Advise and Consent is tragic because its gay character faces legal...
For me, Up the Down Staircase is a charming, funny epistolary novel about a school teacher in the city that I love.
Advise and Consent is tragic because its gay character faces legal discrimination but it is the best portrayal of the US Congress I have seen in print.
Dorothy Sayers murder mysteries feature brilliant sleuth Harriet Vane who has an egalitarian love story and is very much an early feminist without making it the focus of her identity. It also sets its mysteries within work place and other mundane settings providing great cultural history.
Fahfrd and the Grey Mouser fantasies are sexist but they are vivid ground breaking entertaining stories that shaped dungeons and dragons the game and fantasy as a genre.
Patrick OBrian Master and Commander and sequels about two friends in the British navy during the age of sail
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Elon Musk’s X sues California over content moderation law, claiming it violates free speech
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Three medieval tales about adventures to the Moon - from three different cultures
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In a first, NASA's Perseverance rover makes breathable oxygen on Mars
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European Union Digital Markets Act aims to allow more competition and let consumers delete preloaded phone apps
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Record numbers of children are on the move through Latin America and the Caribbean, UNICEF says
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Analyst Hubert Horan on Uber's first reported profit
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The ordeal of Tigrayan women in Ethiopia: 'Whether you shout or not, no one is going to come and rescue you'
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I used to love Marvel. Now it feels like homework
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The Internal Revenue Service plans to crack down on 1,600 US millionaires to collect millions of dollars in back taxes
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Olga Ravn on her new hybrid novel about maternal ambivalence, her debt to Doris Lessing, and attempting to read Freud aged ten
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Teen’s death after eating a single chip highlights risks of ultra-spicy foods
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Hollywood’s latest pirate site blocking injunction covers ‘future content’
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Grimes and Elon Musk reveal third child, Techno Mechanicus, in new biography
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Lithium discovery in US volcano could be biggest deposit ever found
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Beneath the Earth, ancient ocean floor likely surrounds the core
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Recipe: Crispy kelp-cured salmon
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New research debunks the gender pay gap myth that 'women don't ask'
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Media reviewers?
I've had this problem come up so many times. I'll be watching a review on a movie/series and partway through the reviewer will make some rude comment about something they perceived as 'political',...
I've had this problem come up so many times. I'll be watching a review on a movie/series and partway through the reviewer will make some rude comment about something they perceived as 'political', or how it was made worse by feminism, or 'woke-ism'. Sometimes it's just a tiny little comment that rubs me the wrong way, and I'll realize: This review is being done by someone with opinions I want nothing to do with. And I especially don't want to further their YouTube career with my watch time. It's become such a pattern at this point that I don't even bother with YouTube media reviews anymore.
I'm not savvy in the landscape of media reviews, I'm relying on what the algorithm serves me, and so far it's only serving up slop. I'm trying to chew through my media backlog and also discover new things, and I'd like to see some perspectives on what's out there. Does anyone here have any recommendations for enthusiastically queer-friendly media review channels? (Not horror focused please, that's not for me.)
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The dead man’s gambit: The crash of Ethiopian Airlines flight 961
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Tempest over Texas: The crash of Braniff International Airways flight 352
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Weekly thread for casual chat and photos of pets
This is the place for casual discussion about our pets. Photos are welcome, show us your pet(s) and tell us about them!
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Venice Film Festival: Yorgos Lanthimos wins Golden Lion with ‘Poor Things’
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Nintendo files patent for magnetic anti-drift joysticks, similar to "Hall Effect" sticks
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Why investing in new nuclear plants is bad for the climate
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Starfield - Thoughts on the main quest?
I just finished the Starfield main quest! Everything else will be in the Spoilerbox text but if you haven't, consider yourself warned! I would try and go through the main quest as much as you can...
I just finished the Starfield main quest! Everything else will be in the Spoilerbox text but if you haven't, consider yourself warned! I would try and go through the main quest as much as you can and maybe a couple of temples before you finish the main story if you havent.
Starfield spoilers!
What does everyone think about the Unity idea and the way it's integrated in New Game Plus? I loveeee the multiverse explaination and the little things they changed in New Game Plus, I imagine it'll be different every "loop". While I kinda wish you didn't lose everything, it was amazing to respawn in a new Starborn ship.I do feel bad for the people who invested a lot in base building though! I kinda wish they had a better solution for that, honestly I can see how it'd be discouraging to go through new game plus again. I kinda wish they could somehow make it a bit more clear that you'll lose everything and to not invest too much in the playthrough.
At the same time, I really do love the way the game makes me feel on a meta level. I'm usually a hoarder in these types of games, getting all that I can and dumping it all somewhere, but once I realized that nothing matters I found myself kinda letting go of that notion and just enjoying the game. I'm used to Bethesda jank so I just enjoyed it haha.
Overall probably some of the smarter writing Bethesda put out, and I'm really excited to see the rest of my loops!
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