post-mortem: holy actual beans dudes this is my most popular post by far! what'd you cats like about it so much? i swear to god my brain and body work in tandom to make sure i never actually do...
post-mortem: holy actual beans dudes this is my most popular post by far! what'd you cats like about it so much?
i swear to god my brain and body work in tandom to make sure i never actually do anything productive.
i came to starbucks exclusively to work on some backend stuff for a project i've got, and i've spent the last hour sipping coffee, watching Joji music videos, and writing this lmao.
i wish there was something like cocaine that wasn't, well, cocaine, that you could take and then you'd be like "hey maybe i should clean my room. hey it's a nice day out i should take a walk. ya know if i get work done now, i can actually take a break without feeling like lazy trash later on!"
actually
that sounds like weed.
i need to move to a legal state lmao.
but in order to do that i gotta get better at programming so i can actually get a car (ya fucked up, bishop) and get a new place.
catch-22's are like so literally my favorite thing (:
anyway this isn't even the poem lmao i'm just sober ranting at the internet.
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<poem>
there's this
black hole lingers
'round every corner.
obscure sounds
dark haze,
and no borders
it looms near,
strikes fear
when it's closer
heart runs,
hands shake,
i get colder.
/
sometimes
i get close
take a peek in
low growl
sounds loud
gotta feed it
audrey
she's hungry
when you're bleeding
jumped in-
to my blood
i'm her beacon
/
now i can't shake
this damned desire, god
i think i gotta call her
am i safer when she's
gone? she's in my dreams
do i still love her?
my best friend is
mad, the shit i do
only appalls her.
the pit, it's in my
stomach, god i
feel it getting stronger.
/
audrey
audrey
keep the peace, please.
audrey
audrey
play my heart strings.
you told me to
obey you baby,
you control me.
audrey
lay me
to rest in peace
</poem>
bishop
(p.s. i noticed that there always seems to be a vote on my post like the second after i post my poetry shit. whoever you are you're cute af and i love you ok)